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I sucked at being mysterious/poetic too.
Moved on to bigger and better things......
illoyk.tumblr.com
hell yeah!
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:) Junho. Dream Team needs to air NOWWWW. Without Jae there, Junho, Taek, Woo really got a chance to shine and show everyone their talents. Although 2PM isn't really complete without Jae, if he never came back I wouldn't even mind because through those dance battles, I can see how much happier and improving he is.. Ah well. Khottests & 2OD should just let it be....
Got back to res after a long reading week. That week was ...such a rollercoaster ride.
Now gotta get back into the academic zone (which I was never in to begin with, honestly...). I need to ace-or at least...B+- the next chemistry test. After the psychology exam tonight, it's back to writing notes for Chemistry and really really study. I CAN DO THIS >_<
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| 我終於跑了去唱歌 我不會感到了不得
我只是繼續給予自己快樂 我只是進了這圈子叫娛樂
你說我 變了 變了 變了 變了 變明星了
＊那為甚麼你 立即把你素瞼塗了一個五光十色
那為甚麼你 當起了模特兒
＃我們一個七情上面唱著情歌
另一個黑了臉走貓步繪形繪色
深情的絕望的冷冰的火熱的
一個有聲一個有色
我用喉嚨把自己的感情表達 你用你身體表演著別人的風格
你為了讓我倆好像天造地設 WO......
1 X 你愛得我瘋了爽了絕了煩了乖了沒了＃
2 X AH....＊
我為你寫了一首歌 可是你完全認不得
還問我是用心送給誰的 我只好敷衍你是寫給歌迷的
我說你 變了 變了 變了 變了 我快死了
REPEAT＊
我的天啦 你的眼蓋變深了 可是 你的眼光變淺了
你指甲 把我抓得過緊啦 我也沒夢想灸手可熱 YEAH
我只寫寫歌 唱唱歌 給你聽 怕甚麼
REPEAT＃
^^ Such a cute song... I love Khalil, his songs are so heartfelt/beautiful :)
Yesterday was Chinese New Year/Valentine's day, went to a bunch of places to 拜年...
To be honest it doesn't feel like Chinese New Year this year... In addition to getting less 利是, also it was kind of sad >_<;;
Anyway tonight is my CNY dinner with my family, gotta wear something red...
I've been watching 惡作劇之吻 with my mom, can't believe she enjoys this idol drama so much. Now she understands how much Mandarin I've learned from watching it, and why I enjoy watching it so much XD I've also been watching Autumn's Concerto, ngl the plot is very typical, but it has Vanness in it, so I really need to finish it. HE'S SO HOT, seriously.
But every time I come back home I tend to exceed my download limit, so I doubt I would be able to finish the 19 episodes before the finale this weekend... I'll be downloading 惡作劇之吻 for my mom instead ^^;;
My reading week has started and I haven't done any work... It feels like I really should though, that thick Chemistry textbook is staring back at me like WHY AREN'T YOU OPENING ME YET?! Gahhh. Gotta start studying for my psych midterm next Monday as well...
Here are some pictures...
My Bio prof who dyed his hair for charity ^^
Snowman the engineers decided to build outside of my res o_0 They gave us a Christmas tree too last year lol Are they redeeming for being annoying during frosh?
Chinese New Year Flowers ^^
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I haven't really been updating, because really, there isn't anything special going on with my life at all.
It's just... I don't have the confidence to get into med school. I don't think I have the work ethic or the motivation. What am I doing all of this for? I don't even know... Science is all I know, I can't just back out and do something entirely different... But the way Chemistry looks right now, I just... ughhhh... I need to get into a co-op program next year no matter what. This must be my short-term motivation for now?
It's scary looking into the future, deciding on what to do when you don't even know if you can do it yet. The more I put pressure on myself, the more I don't want to study anymore, this has always been my anti-work ethic. I don't know...
The granny that watched me grow up, she only has a few days to live... Seeing her a few months ago she was healthy, still pinching my cheeks even though I was already 17, and asked if I had a boyfriend... And now she has cancer... A few days to live... Life is too short, how can I be motivated to do anything if I can just die any moment?
I'll write an entry pertaining to happier things later on.
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I'm 18 X)
That's my birthday present to myself ... sadly. I want the real thing.
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